( Read bore... )JAMIE GOT TO SEE LADY GAGA PERFORM!

I used to be kind of like Max.  I was sad.

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Halloween was pretty pathetic this year. Half the kids didnt have costumes, and my whole neighbourhood was pretty much not handing out candy or decorated at all.

Every time you think it is all going to be kind of okay, it is not.

So I am listening to the brand new Brand New album, and it is quite disappointing. I also found out they had another CD that I didn't listen to, which I am told sucks balls also. So I will listen to that next and then go back to the first two albums which do not suck.  I went to the college and got free things. Not as many free things that Sam got when I saw, but free things none the less. And the most useful tool in college, the bottle opener.
( Survey about church and pizza. )

So I think at my birthday party I will get everyone to learn a dance. This dance:


Dan says no, but means yes.

I got my schedule for college:

Language Fundamentals - We 10-11 Mo 10-12
Personal and Career Development We 3-6
Administrative procedures - Fr 8-11
Administrative Documents I - Mo 2-5
Essential "busines" calculations We 12-2 Mo 12-1
Professional Computer applic. Fr 12-3

They actually spelt it "busines." And my teacher for one class is "STAFF." He sounds pretty cool. Oh and my grade average is 999.99 right now. I am pretty good, I must say. The times I have classes only require me to wake up before I normally do three times a week. I think I can deal with that, maybe. Oh and it looks like I am going to be late each Monday for the class that cannot spell business.

OSAP is gay, they still have not updated on the site. They say I still need to hand in all the things I just handed in. And they did not pick up during office hours on the day they told me to call. I was on hold for a bit (1 hour), and then I called back and got a machine. It was like 1 when I called, and they say in the message "We are open 10-4 on weekdays, and you have to start calling for appointments on the 12th." Which was a day before the day I called. OSAP is more like O-CRAP ahahahahaha!

I keep getting about 2 hours of sleep, and then just laying in bed for a bit each day. It is taking its toll on me. Because once I am up I am out of the house partying and stuff. And now I feel sick again and my antibiotics are done. Oh well! Have yourselves a wicked hardcore Christmas.

( Fuck this shit. )

My friend Mike was going to Bayfest, but no one else wanted to go, and I could not afford it. Then he says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ARE GOING TO SEE KISS WITH ME RIGHT NO!" And so we went to Sarnia and saw Kiss. It was amazing.

The next day I woke up around 1 and got a call from my friend who's mom was getting married. He asked if I could get a ride to the wedding part too, and I did. Taylor was at the wedding but I didnt even notice him until after. I assumed that he wasn't going to go to the wedding part since he hates everything to do with religion. Anyways, after the wedding Taylor told me to go with him for 7/11 day and we got slurpee's, while wearing our suits. Then we went back to his place and played Nazi Zombies and got pizza because his nephew was turning 6! Then we went to the reception and got food and drinks. But the bartender cut us all off, at request of Matt's new Step Dad. So I was only slightly intoxicated, but it was still a good time. He lied to all of us and said "come back in 30 minutes." But he never did give us any more. I even waited until 1, when he cut me off at like 9:30 and asked for a shot for Matt and I, and he said no. There was like no one there, and we were all clearly sober.

Then after the wedding my mom picked up matt and I and got me a change of clothes. Then Matt and I played Rock Band, had some cake, and watched Requiem for a Dream. It was a pretty weird movie. We got to bed around 6. Then I woke up at 10 and matt was still sleeping because his mom came in to say they were leaving. So she just told me to tell him when he woke up. Then other people got into the house because his mom forgot to lock it and bugged matt to go to McDonalds, but he said fuck off and pulled the covers over him, so they left. Then his sister came back and goes "Ummm, who is that?" And I am like "I am Jordan, and that is Matt." And that seemed to be an okay answer. Then Taylor called a bunch of times and Matt finally woke up at like 3. Then Brandon and Taylor came over.

And around 8 or 9 I started feeling like shit. I was like "Hey guys I feel kind of feverish, so I'm going home." And Matt thought that it was just an excuse so I didn't have to put up with Taylor being a dick, or a combination. I figured it was probably just a late hangover or something, but turns out I had a fever. So I spent all last night in agony freezing while sweating and being so sore and my throat was like sandpaper, all of those still apply today, since my fever has somehow gone up. 101.4 never felt so bad. And to top it off my mom is having friends from Toronto down, but she wont let me out of my room because for some reason having a fever and all these symptoms is bad and may be contagious or something. *cough* Okay I am going to go drink a bunch of water and then lay down since my entire body feels like it is on fire and just got beaten with bricks. And as long as I dont breathe or swallow my nose and throat are A-ok! And my headache somehow got worse than how it normally is, so I am fucked on that part.

I just got back from an interview at Bounduelle. It went pretty okay I guess. She commented on my resume being pretty empty since I have only had one job, but aside from that I think it went pretty good. Hopefully I will get this job, even if it is only for a few months, so I can put another thing on my resume for future jobs. I was nervous for the interview and did not sleep much, it is just like when I worked at Mac's each day and could not sleep for fear of sleeping in and missing work.

I am slightly less sick than I have been. But I still have a horrible headache that has been with me for a couple of weeks now. But at least I can sort of breathe through my nose now. When I was going to Bounduelle I passed the "Welcome to Windsor" sign and everything after that going away from Windsor was cut and clean grass, but it was all super high grass up until that sign. It was pretty funny. Oh yeah, the LCBO is going on strike too, and I think the cabs are still on strike. Plus some other people are striking up in Toronto and in London and all over. So I guess it is a good time to strike. You know, while the economy is doing bad and you don't have much to lose. Best idea is to cause more problems for the economy in cases like this.

So all you women who think being hit back is being sexist, go fuck yourselves. I got slapped while drunk and hit back to be playful, and I was treated like shit. I still am. Fuck off, you think you can hit people but if you are hit it is "Oh I am woman this is not allowed." Then you don't deserve equal rights. If you made me a pie that while time I would not have hit you. Bryan hates me because I slapped his girlfriend back. Also his current girlfriend he has know for a week if that, and she already told us she made out with her best friends boyfriend and does drugs. I am so pissed off right now but also drunk.

I pretended being drunk so Bryan would shut the hell up, but he didn't. He pisses me the fuck off by ignoring what I say but agreeing with the girl he has known for two weeks if that. He isn't even getting laid so what the fuck. I mean she told mike and I she made out with her best friends boyfriend, and on top of that she does drugs which he hates. And she has her ears spaced which Bryan also said was fucking ugly  and stupid before he started dating her. I mean fuck all you women who put yourselves above men when you lose.

It's bullfucking shit. If I was hit by a cop while drunk as I was I probably would have hit back. But because I hit a woman back I am a low life and less than a man. I am sick and tired of this double standard shit. If you women want to be treated as equals, then do it. Don't go "HITTING A GIRL IS WRONG!" after you defend yourself. It happened when I was a kid, and now again. This is bullshit and people do not notice it or go "IT DOES NOT MATTER!" It does fucking matter.

Everyone who thinks "you should never hit a woman regardless." should fucking die. If a woman is about to launch a nuke, by your standards it is OKAY!  But if a man does it, stop him at all costs. Where the fuck does logic come in there? Retarded shit no matter how  you try to say it is justified.

My sister pre-ordered the Sims 3 today. She did not get the special edition though. So maybe I will try it sometime after she gets it. My mom and sister also want me to find 6 games that I do not play anymore so they can trade them in and get a Wii for 140 dollars instead of 280 dollars. I have 4 X-box games I never play. And a DS game that I hate. So I need to find a few more because they also want 3 more games so they can save 60 dollars off Wii Fit. I am pretty sure EB games will sell most of my games for around 30-60 dollars, so you would think I'd be getting that much for each game. But no. It is like 23 dollars per game with the trade in. Games I've bought for 60 dollars or more in good condition. But since I never play them, why not get rid of them.

I am realling digging Kashiwa Daisuke's music right now. And my friend gave me an EP by Godspeed You! Black Emperor (FORMERLY KNOWN AS Godspeed You Black Emperor!) it is also pretty cool. Taylor called and woke me up today and asked if I wanted to go with him so he can drop of his resumes at places that I cant even apply at anyways. I said no and went back to bed. Then I went to the mall with my mom and sister and he saw me and goes "OH! I thought you were sleeping" and I go "I did go back to sleep." and my mom is like "HE JUST WOKE UP! EL OH EL!!!" And then he said to call him later if I wanted to hang out. Then I got home and Mike and Bryan call me going "Come on, go for a jog with us!" And I said no I didn't want to do anything today. Which I told them yesterday I did not want to do things today. So they show up at my house even after they called and I said no. I even used all the excuses Bryan uses and we never go to his house and harass him. I said "I am in my pyjamas at school, with my girlfriend and also working."

I have to get up early tomorrow to get a hair cut, and then put resumes out, and then get a new health card again because it broke because it is shit. Also the other day I did not want to go out, and then Tayor showed up my house anyways and left and came back. Then I ended up riding my bike a whole lot. Now both the pedals are broken on my bike. Last time only one broke, but now it is two. Good ol Lambo bikes, made of the highest quality cheap plastic! I wonder who else is going to show up at my door tonight. Keith told me to just shut the door, maybe I will.

( OSAP? More like OCRAP! )I started playing a game of chess each day on my DS. And then doing 100 chess puzzles. There is one function so far that I do not know what the hell it wants me to do, and the explination is so vauge and unhelpful. "Capture a black piece with a white piece that is awesome and stuff man." From what I understand, there is no "better" piece in chess. All of them serve a purpose. Although the Queen does have crazy movement. I have only won a single game on this, and I basically cheated because I used the "BEST NEXT MOVE" a lot. I finally can get the king in check at one point and almost win. I think because I do not focus on the opponent or where things are is the reason I lose. Chess is really not a game for me, I would do a lot better at Blackjack or Craps, or Roullette. You know, games where all you need is luck. Although I guess you can use math (cheat) with Blackjack if you can count cards.

I got the papers saying when I need to have my final payments, and the final payment for tuition alone is almost 1000 dollars more than what it was when I applied a few months ago. I also need to pay a fee to use OSAP if I get it. What the fuck is that shit?

I do not think I want to go anymore. The only reason I was going was because it was cheaper than university, now it is about 500 dollars cheaper for tuition instead of the 1500 or so. No luck in getting a job, and even if I did I would not be getting as much money as I do right now. Don't even want to go to school because nothing interests me. Can't stay at home and do nothing. I guess I will move out (I mean kicked out) and live on my own for a bit, and then die. Or maybe I will find something I really enjoy before then.


ps Star Trek was good. And I have not listened to any music aside from going out to friends and live bands in a while. I think it is because Last.fm no longer gives me radio stations.

I drank a lot of beer, vodka, sake, and may or may not have done things. I am pretty disoriented right now. Anyways, Taylor is a dick right now and a close minded bigot who will not agree to it even when I tell him to his face, and it pisses me off. I am also sleepy. I went to Joshes party, and he looked suprised. I am drunk and that is all I ask for in a party.

So I have started to work out on a regular basis. Yesterday I lifted weights, and did push ups and sit ups, and went for a walk, and then when I got home Bryan made me go jogging with him. I fail at jogging, not because my body cant keep up, but my cardio cannot. I hate my stupid dumb lungs kthx. I am also not eating much junk food. I wonder how long I can keep this up, because I am sore today. If I can keep this up for the whole summer, I think I may try a sport of some sort. Either boxing or maybe tennis. Or maybe none. I am so weak that it is not even funny. And I have no stamina at all so it shows even more so.

I am breathing blood.